Friday, April 25, 2008

These days I'm so worn out

In the recent days my hay fever is really wearing me out. It's crazy how a weak body weakens the mind. I don't sleep well, it affects my whole mood. So no wonder, I'm not myself, I tend to fall into negativity. Also some things didn't come up to my expactations, another week passed and I ask myself why the situation is the way it is. Where's the light at the end of the tunnel? I'm all the time 'in the process', anticipating an end to all this, hoping to finally get some results. And this waiting is really hard sometimes. Beacuse it nags on my confidence. I really hope next week will bring some results and that my health improves. Spring time for me is really so unpredictable, it's really filled with ups and downs. It's a season I like the least. But I have to maintain the optimism, I need to crawl out of this gloomy days.

[Photo screencap from Naruto]

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